CHRISTMAS TIME!

I know it been forever since I last posted so I'll try to catch you up!
Well, part of the reason it took me so long to post was because of school! I've was so busy working on schoolwork, studying and my job.  After Thanksgiving finals began! I did okay on most of them.  In my Stats class I got a B! Like what...I got A's on everything in that and studied my butt off for that final and I get a B? are you kidding me? uuugh so frustrating.  Anyways, finals are finally over, school is over, I'm out of work, bills are paid and nothing to worry about in KC.
Fortunately, this week, since I've been home I have had a lot of time to think about things.  And knowing me many of them are stupid and pointless to mention.  But something are important! Such as having time to focus on my relationship with God.  And an opportunity to get to closer to my parton Saint Anthony (parton saint of lost articles and such, he helps me find things lol) I mean, most people don't actually need to do this but it seems that I do.  I need to set aside time to pray, to thank God for what He has given me. And thank St. Anthony for everything he's helped me find over the years, Like my Faith.
On a less serious note, I have also had time to hangout with my family.  Who are, lets be honest, weird and kind of awesome.  Not to mention, MY SISTERS ARE BOTH COMING FOR CHRISTMAS! This is going to be the second year we had Christmas in this house and the first year we had to Skype my lovely sister, Jessica,  and her fiance, Jeff, all the way in NY.  And while I appreciate the fact that we have this amazing technology that we can do stuff like that I am so absolutely excited that they are actually coming this year! OMG SO EXCITED! The only thing missing here is snow.  We are snowless. The song doesn't go "I'm dreaming of a snowless Christmas." I only wish it would snow and it would be perfect.  But the amount of presents under our tree kinda makes up for the lack of snow I guess. hahaha
Also, when talking about Christmas lets segway (I know that spelled wrong)  to one of the most awesome parts of Christmas.  The food. The family super cool and obviously that's the best part, but come on.  Everyone's second favorite part to Christmas is food.  Because the food is awesome.  I have made hundreds of cookies.  Some at my sister's house in KC and some here at home.  Either way, I probably made most of the cookies! hehehe jkjk I kid I kid. (Kinda) Anywho, I'm super excited about the menu my family has come up with for a week long affair we call Christmas.  First, it'll be Christmas Eve! So naturally that means FONDUE! But this year we are having like a million more people over (actually its only four) so we have make a new one! Oh. Man. What am I going to do with another Fondue.  I suppose I'll eat it.  But then we move on to Christmas Day!!! Christmas day shall have a large Turkey and also Mom's Delicous Ham.  We shall also be having a an assortment of vegetables, dips, cheese, crackers and many more things I'm probably forgetting.  The day after that, rather the the usual clean out the fridge day that most families do mine is doing something special. Homemade pizza. Because we are pizza freaks from NY who miss real pizza. And because all of us are going to be here we doing it! So excited for Thursday. Its kinda unnatural.  But in any-case, we going to be having a crap ton of food and I love food, so I'm happy.
SO! To everyone or anyone (I don't actually know if strangers read this or not) who isn't having anyone home for Christmas, or people who are not having a good Christmas I'm truly sorry.  And while I would like think I would be the person who would offer to share their Christmas, I don't really like doing that either, because I like tradition. And also your a stranger, but I wish you a VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS! and remember! The Holiday is about Christ is our Savior! and If you feel alone on Christmas Day remember you aren't! Because people are praying for you and because GOD loves you, and he's celebrating with you!
And if you don't celebrate Christmas but another Holiday I wish  you a very Happy Holiday!
And you don't celebrate anything! I HOPE YOU  HAVE A GREAT DAY IN GENERAL! :D

"Count your Blessings."

Today I realized how truly blessed I am.  I had super duper crappy day work.  For realz,  I mean, I would have totally (insert angry reaction here) if I didn't have such great self control. But any ways. I got very lucky because in my life I have amazing people that will listen to my crying and complaining and not saying a single nice thing and they will love me and still talk to me. (How many people have that?) I mean I called my Mom (4x..) because nothing makes a bad day better like talking to your mommy right? Well, of course my mom was busy, which put me in an even more bitter mood.  So I called my Dad. Who was working, at his crappier than crappy job to take a break and listen to me complain about my usually cake job...and about how Mom wasn't answering her phone and I just wanted to talk to her.  I mean...first off, my Dad's job is so crappy.  The people he works with are mean, cruel, lazy, and at times a bit racist.  And it makes me mad to no end because my Daddy is an amazing person and he just takes it.  He doesn't really have a choice if he wants to keep his job, but then to have me calling complaining about my "bad" day at work and basically crying because my bosses are so crappy? Let me tell you one thing, they are NO WHERE near as bad as my poor father's.  But, he stilled listened to me, told me he was sorry I couldn't get a hold of my mother and that I could talk to him.  He listened to complain and cry and told me that everything was okay and that my bosses were turds.  Secondly, one of the first things I said to him was that I wanted to talk to Mom.  I mean, it breaks my heart thinking how selfish I must have sounded.  My Dad answered his phone saying "hello sweetheart" I responded with "Hi Dad, do you know if Mom is busy?"  I can only hope that my Daddy knows that I didn't mean for that to sound as bad as it does.  Like "Hey Dad I know you answered your phone but I actually wanna talk to Mom.  Do you know why she isn't answering her phone?" How horrible am I.  But he still talked to me, made me feel better and then he said he would try to call my mom for me.  Only then I realized that during my conversation with my Dad my Mom called and messaged me asking if everything was okay.  I have two, incredible parents. Two amazing people that care about my day even if it wasn't as bad as so many other peoples.  After again complaining to my Mom about work she said "First World problems right sweetie? You have job but that makes you have crappy boss.  You work inside without hardly any manual labor and access to a computer? It could be worse. Plus, tomorrow is another day!"  My Mom and Dad reminded me that not only do I have so many things I can be thankful for in my life, but that I have so many people in life that I can tell anything to.  They also reminded me (without really knowing I think) that I should stop thinking so selfishly about things, like because Mom didn't answer her phone don't be mad that she didn't answer, maybe you should be worried instead...ya know, instead of being a brat.  And when you want to talk to someone about your job, maybe you should think of someone important in your life that has it way worse than you and instead be thankful for how hard they work for YOU instead of complaining about the job you have for spending money...Sometimes I surprise myself with my selfishness, then my parents make my day so much better and say so many selfless things it breaks my heart to know that there are so many things I complain about but there are so many many more things I should be grateful for.
I know this one isn't funny or anything but I think that people should think about somethings.  Sometimes you come to lessons in life that, just like a grocery list, you might forget if you don't write it down or tell someone to remind you.  I just hope that other people can be as blessed in their lives as I am in mine.

No pants dance party!

I realize how odd this is going to sound but I want to dance with no pants on.  But, I don't want to dance by myself.  I hope I'm not the only person who goes through dilemmas like this.
I also hope that this is the biggest dilemma I have to face for a long time, because if that is the case, I have a pretty easy life. Which would be nice.
So, Here's a few links for your own personal dance party with no pants.  Whether you are dancing by yourself or with other people (with no pants? You seem odd.).  Enjoy because dancing is working out and working out releases endorphin's and endorphin make you happy. (And I'm kinda bored wanted to make a dance playlist for myself too and thought I'd share.) Enjoy!  DANCE!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QjFQ4JQqK_0
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LUc_jXBD9DU (I've really liked dancing to this song lately)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u7aNKstBCM4&list=PLlgJwmq6OEs9TXfqQYP9hJ-p2w8HW1fNC ("Everybody's doing it so why the hell should I? I'MMA BLACK SHEEP!)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=luhnj7ZPWL4&list=PLlgJwmq6OEs9TXfqQYP9hJ-p2w8HW1fNC ("oh. my. God.") 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=is6AFxPkTAA&list=PLlgJwmq6OEs9TXfqQYP9hJ-p2w8HW1fNC (I just really like her voice. Sorry.) 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FfBKqaVk2Co (I'll give you a hint: It's not about chocolate.) 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bpOSxM0rNPM (I want to see them if someone would buy me a ticket, yeah that'd be great.) 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vw0jsC40qHE (Too bad I already am home. :( ) 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fLsBJPlGIDU (twisted and deranged!) 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tbNlMtqrYS0 (I just really like this song.)

Just type in Arctic Monkeys on Pandora and you'll get great songs
-Chelsea dagger The fratelli's
-Come a little Closer Cage the Elephant
-Lonely Boy Black Keys
(This is really good idea if you like good music! hehehe )

I've gotten a little less dancey towards the end but whateves! they are all still good songs! 

I'm not the only one...am I?

So I did change my mind.  Besides my slightly ranty/super cursing post I have heard that overall its not bad so I should consider keeping. it.  Well it didn't take much because I like to write, also I fall to pressure.  But only the good kind. I don't do bad things. :)

As the title says I gotta few about things that I do, and am super curious and making sure I am not the only one (hopefully) who does theses things;
1.) Automatically comes home and takes off pants.  Nobody actually likes wearing clothes, lets be honest guys.  I know you all feel the same.
2.) Knows that losing weight would make life healthier and easier, but still reluctant.  I feel that this one is almost obvious.
3.) I hate hashtagging and people who do it.  Seriously, its not going to catch on.  "That's so Fetch" will become more popular than hashtagging I swear it! #meangirlswitches
4.) I constantly and consistently quote movies that, unless you are like me (or my age), you won't understand. #meangirls #Imightchangemymindonhashtagging #HASHTAG
5.) I am super indecisive and constantly change my mind.  Although I have no idea what gave you that idea.
6.) I like watch to Grey's Anatomy and other television shows in my underpants.
7.) I read books. Whether they are an actual paper book or electronic.   Don't hate on the electric book, its wonderful and cheaper buuuut haters gonna hate.
8.) This is gonna be deep so prepare yourselves. I totally utterly and completely believe in God.  I love him.  He's like a best friend or another brother.  I just talk to him like talk to myself or to my very best of friends.  I pray to him all the time and ask for help and say thanks and just spend time chatting with him because really you feel so much better after.  Nothing can you make feel better than a close relationship with Him. (Which is another reason why i need to watch my language because dang I forget He can read this too.)
9.)...
 Well, I honestly can't remember anymore at the moment but I'm sure I'll think of some more eventually and probably share them again.

Oopsie.

I get a text from my sister today telling me that she annnd my mother can read my blog. Hey Mom! Hey Jenn! This maaay be my last post...because lets be honest who wants their family reading their journal? Nobody.  So maybe nobody should find a private place instead of being a dummy thinking that it was automatically private.  I also gotta swear less in my future.

Chill the eff down

This is gonna be ranty but I don't really give a flying fart. Just kidding I changed my mind.  Nobody really cares about me ranting right? (Note to self...family can now see blog. Roommie can too...must complain less.)

First world problems

Today I get back from school and all I can think about it is how hungry I am, but ultimately how lazy I am.  I am too damn tired to make my own food.  Like wtf is up with that. I just watched a video where women could carry me on their backs for miles but I am too tired to make my own food? America.  People try to deny it and say that they are so much better than a lot of Americans.  Well lets just be honest, we all have (and also complain) about our "First World Problems." For instance, my sister is coming visit, unfortunately  its in the middle of the week and I can't leave school and work to see her for the whole week, and I was kinda upset about this.  But why am I upset? Because I get to stay and work and go to school? Yup.  First world problem.  Or that moment when you lose your phone because nobody has a friggen lane line now, and your whole fucking life is on it (if your cool have a smart phone, unlike me), you freak out! First world problem my friends.  Your car broke down on the way to work? First world problem.  Your neighbor is making too much noise? FWP! Please don't so self-righteous and think that you could live without all the amenities given to you by your first world country.  Accept it for it is.  And think maybe you can share the wealth with another country versus just outright denying it.

Blerg, I blogged.

So today is October 22, 2013.  I am currently stuck at the unfortunate age of twenty.  All of your good friends are now twenty-one but you seem to be the only who can't get into a bar without pulling out your sister's friends ID and hoping you won't get this time.
Yes, I have decided to start a blog, more for my personal use than anyone else.  After toying with the idea for a couple years and going through journal after journal and getting to lazy to write anymore I thought it would be a good idea.
I have always like writing, mostly to myself. ( I consider myself quite humorous.) And I usually feel sooo much better when I get everything I wanna say out.  And consequently, I also started a blog because I can now type hella faster than my fat little fingers write.
So, here we go ( or probably just me but that's okay too).  Welcome to my journey.  It may be dull at times, probably a lot of times, ( I am not as interesting as I think I am.) But whatever, this isn't for your entertainment anyways! JK but really its kinda just for me K? K.

I am waiting for my philosophy class to start today.  Like right now, in 10 mins.  Actually, its like twenty.  I get the time wrong.  I just had a test in my Methods class, which was oddly easy ( I probably got everything wrong).  Because isn't that just our luck.  To try try or rather ocassionally lack the try, but still think or feel or hope you did good because well, you kinda tried right? and you kinda feel good? NO! YOU FAILED! HA! Fuck professors sometimes.  I swear they do that just to fuck with you, so when your real life comes along your always busy thinking your fucked and don't try too hard for a better future because every time you friggen try you fail.  Things college teaches me: Professors like to fuck with you; and not even in the good way. :(
But oh well! I do what a want! Just kidding I really don't.  My family, school, work, friends...they all run my life.  I rarely, if ever do what I actually want.  Like to go philosophy for example.  While I understand that people like to debate and discuss it. I don't. At all.  I find dull with evidence of any proof of anything they are talking about.  And while I normally don't have tooo much of an issue with that when 150 people start hating on GOD I get a little frustrated.  I am a considerably open minded person but everyone in my class is so fucking cynical it ruins the rest of my day.
No mention that the professor only gives two exams.  If you fail one, you basically suck. BUT the class and the test would be so much easier if we actually learned what they hell everything was about. Besides telling us stories about cows and shit I would actually like you to quiz me on the material, or make sure everyone understands, because unlike my previous perception about this class, philosophy is not based on a matter of opinion.  Apparently.